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ANOREXIA
by ~Noasharvit
I lovei love you  the way you talk to me  the way you say my name  the way your dreams pop into my head  the way i dream of you   
the dreams i dream have  become reality  the heart you now hold  is from me, its my heart  its yours to do with, to love  i will hold your true and love you too I love
by ~deathtocome90
One Hundred Seventy-Four Days"I'm lucky to still be here", she reminds herself every day.  Even though we all know,  This problem may be here to stay.   
This new way of life,  is quite different from before.  Consisting of doctors, blood tests and pills galore.   
The long list of possibilities:  
brain bleeds, heart attack and stroke.  Just to name a few.  All of these concerns at only the age twenty-two.   
She should have died that day  and for some reason she’s still here.  Now she’ll live her life in this constant fear.   
This panic strikes her every day and night. One Hundred Seventy-Four Days
by *Polish-Princess
reflectionI wish you could see, just how beautiful you are to me,  
To everyone.  
When they hear your name, we all smile, even laugh  The boys, they love you  
The girls, jealous and wanted to be you  Yet you,  
When you look in the mirror what do you see?  Why can’t you look in and see, just how beautiful you are to me?  Looking back at you, is a fat ugly body  But me, I see so much more then hair and make up,  
So much more then body and boobs  When I look in that mirror,  
I see my idol.  Someone slowly, kills herself.  I see the strongest person I know,  Slowly giving reflection
by ~jjthedemon
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:iconholdingontohope:
~holdingontohope Jun 15, 2009, 8:07:54 AM
you've disappeared

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dream like if you live forever, live like if you die tomorrow
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~Noasharvit Feb 20, 2009, 12:22:56 AM
Thanks a lot for the fave ^^
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Mood: Cheerful *Polish-Princess Feb 18, 2009, 1:22:16 PM
Thank you for the favorite :heart:
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~ChewingCottenxx Feb 18, 2009, 1:30:37 PM
Welcome. You are an amazing writer:)

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Perfection isn't when nothing more can be added. It's when nothing more can be taken away. <3
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~AbaraisSoulmate Feb 18, 2009, 12:49:24 PM
Not spamming you or anything, just felt like telling you you really should get some help. Eating disorders are not a good thing. I hope you know you're slowly killing yourself and that it's basically a form of suicide.
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~ChewingCottenxx Feb 18, 2009, 12:55:29 PM
I've tried help and that didn't work, and i know that I am slowly killing myself but I can't help it. I'm to fr gone.
In today's society it is considered beautiful and successful and it is because of this stereotype that many people, like myself, fall into this disorders trap.
How many successful models on the catwalk do you see in plus sizes?

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Perfection isn't when nothing more can be added. It's when nothing more can be taken away. <3
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~AbaraisSoulmate Feb 18, 2009, 1:00:42 PM
Well, as long as you've tried help I commend you for that. I know exactly what you mean though. For the past 6 years I've been struggling with them, and it's a miracle I'm still alive. If you only focus on the supermodels, then there's none. But if you were to expand your reasoning into ALL successful models, you'd find there are many plus-sized ones. Compare the deaths of them to the number of the "supermodels". And I'm not trying to sound rude or anything, it just saddens me is all.
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~ChewingCottenxx Feb 18, 2009, 1:23:20 PM
No offense taken.
And I am glad to hear you've gotten over your dilemmas.
But if you were once in the same position then you most also know the lure it has on you, the power it possesses, the strength it takes to fight it.

How did you manage it?

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Perfection isn't when nothing more can be added. It's when nothing more can be taken away. <3
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~AbaraisSoulmate Feb 18, 2009, 1:32:41 PM
Yep. Which is why I commend you for trying to get help. I was at one of those clinic things. I had to stay there for a year and had like 5 sessions a day and was basically told if I don't get "better" I'd never leave. My mom and fiance were there too, so I guess that helped a little.

I hope you find something that works for you :)
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